Internal negative energies/dark forces masquerade as Light, which is why it’s extremely hard for some people to know the differences between enlightened and unenlightened information. To put it bluntly, some people cater to too many demons. They are blind; they honestly don’t know the difference between the Light and the Dark. SIMPLE SOLUTION: Get rid of internal demons by finding God/Unconditional Love within. We all have God’s Truth/His Word written within…
😢😢 “It was a horrendous thing for me, when people hurled words like lazy, slothful, idle, and lethargic around so haphazardly. It was very difficult to hear. It was difficult to ‘just get over it’ because I could feel the anger; the negative entities behind thought.” – Amina Caprice Andolini 😢😢
After I knew myself; my own Energy, I figured out the answer to this “thing” that had been bothering me for several years. I didn’t know what to call that feeling – the feeling that when only two or three people was in the room with me, it sometimes felt like 2 or 300 people were there. What? I didn’t know what it was called when I could feel Entities looking at me. I just knew stuff about them; I knew everything they wanted me to know. I knew if they were Unconditional Friends, malicious, ghosts/random shade. I knew how they looked, their names (if applicable)…
At first, I didn’t know anything about that orange ball below my navel. I’m like, what’s it called when it rises? What’s the black stuff called? Why do I feel so bad when others are angry? Even if they don’t say anything, even if there are no people around, I feel it. Why do I feel it? What is this thing I feel?
WORDS ARE THOUGHTS
For a person like me, words are thoughts. I find that those thoughts are attached to little Entities, negative thought entities that grow from gremlins to demons. I did not have to hear the word in order for the thought to grow. I just knew it. I could see them running around. It seems comical now, but at the time, I wasn’t doing much laughing. I saw little kids with different color shirts on (ex: green, blue, pink) out of my mind’s eye. Each one represented an emotion (jealousy, envy, covetous). Those little kids ran around the house causing havoc. My daughter called them little gremlins. I saw my bubble of protection through my mind’s eye as I sat on the bed one night. Some of the little gremlin children started poking my bubble with sticks while laughing. I felt like a little kid getting bullied on the playground. I just sat there and cried until I got tired, stood up and ordered them to leave me alone.
The gremlins grew quickly. At the time, there was plenty of anger and vibes of confusion, frustration (etcetera) that they feed off. During that time, I had a dream of fighting a teenager. The dream seemed to be lucid. When I finally broke out of the dream, I was sore, as if I’d been in a real fight. I also felt full-grown demons. Most of them weren’t too powerful. They just watched me, told me things like they hated me and put low energy such as confusion, frustration and anxiety in the air.
THE PROBLEM WITH LIARS
I don’t like when a person lies, but I don’t really care about why a person lies. For the most part, I feel worse for the liar, because some lies come from a place of desperation – feeling desperate about something (or what they think is desperation). The fact that they feel as if they have to lie indicates fear. And… there’s that Entity again…
All can do is send them lots of Love. Being able to feel both sides of a dispute was a nuisance at first, and needless to say it made some people think of me as disloyal (?), weak and two-faced. Despite that, it has helped me be “slow to anger,” love everyone in the face of their faults, respect their choices and decisions. However, loving someone does not stop the visions. Annoying things happen when someone lies. Sometimes I ignore them, sometimes it’s a nagging little pain – until I figure out what the lie could be. With this one woman (who I believe is some kind of soulmate), I can see the word LIE or LIAR in red letters on her forehead (sometimes flashing).
DO I KNOW EVERYTHING
No! I don’t want to know everything. Why would I wanna do that when I don’t know everything about myself yet? I don’t “get” or “pick up” things all of the time, but when I do, I’d rather not say anything about it. The main reason is that I don’t know how that particular person would react. Another reason is that if I tell of anything, most people would deny it, call me a liar, throw a bunch of technical stuff in the mix, whatever… I don’t have time for all that, but I can respect their decision. I don’t judge. It’s all Light…
Some people get creeped out at sensing the presence of Spirits. Some people get creeped out at ghosts, dark demons and those masquerading as Angels. I have always seen, heard and felt unexplained things; some had become my friends. The activity increased after my mother passed away. I was able to peek through the veil and see orbs, ectoplasm, ghosts, those who many people consider Angels, deceased family members, demons, and other bizarre things. I have never been textbook afraid of the normal things people would run from; there was more of a “knowing” associated with them. Some people get creeped out about OBEs. I must admit, as a child I knew I had them but I didn’t want to remember them. The stories I heard of people bumping into the ceiling and looking at themselves were upsetting to me – I thought it was so sad, to be caught between two worlds like that – to be stuck in some kind of weird place at the crossroads for even a few seconds was a scary and confusing thought. I didn’t want to experience that end of spirituality.
Astral Projection – I have had two episodes so far. One happened after a Spirit Friend (who I did not know was a Friend) died. While sitting in a chair I went to a place of sorrow. That place was her funeral – miles away from my home in New York! The other one happened when my Twin Flame told me to look in the mirror and move my hair around (/?) while standing. After I did that, I was able to visit with him for what seemed to be a few seconds. I then snatched myself out of that place. Again, I wasn’t textbook scared though there was a sense of “going too far” or “doing too much.” On both occasions, after I snapped out of the projections, I went about my life as if nothing major went down. I guess I was used to repressing everything. I did not understand the significance until years later, when I decided to stop repressing everything.
The NDE (Near Death Experience) – Over six years ago, I built a trauma wall around the car accident; repressed the NDE, but with the help of Archangel Azrael, I was able to dig it up six months later. The reason I called on Archangel Azrael was that I knew something happened after the accident; I had started to have nightmares about it. One day while sitting on the couch, I don’t know if it’s called a vision, projection, lucid dream, I don’t know, but I saw myself “floating in the Void.” Some would get scared, but truth be told, I was rather excited about it.
The Demon Lady and the Violet Flame – Once while sitting at the computer (at around 3:00 AM), I heard something trying to claw its way in my house. I paid no attention because at the time, I had the Bubble of Protection, a White Light. I felt invincible, as if nothing could ever happen to me during that time – although I had no idea what a White Light was at the time. Nobody had ever told me anything about it, I just sensed its power. Anyway, I heard my Twin Flame’s voice warn me, told me to go in my room and pray. I did not move. In fact, I told him that I wanted to finish what I was doing on the computer first. He warned me a few more times; however, I didn’t move until I heard the “thing” coming in the house. I jumped up and flew down the hallway. I heard the thing running behind me – got the feeling that it was a mad demon woman, reptilian or something. As soon as I closed the door, a vision of an Angel standing outside my bedroom door appeared, and then I heard the woman turn around and walk away. My heart was beating very fast. I had never been so scared! I did some ritual, sat on the bed and saw a violet flame appear over my head. I saw it out of my third eye. Afterwards, I went to sleep. When I woke up hours later, everything was back to normal. The kids wanted breakfast, people were leaving for work, doing whatever they do. For a long time I wondered, what would have happened if my Spirit Friends were not there? What would have happened if the demon lady had caught up with me? What would have happened if my Twin Flame didn’t care (or wasn’t strong enough) to ward off the thing, giving me enough time to get to my room and slam the door? What if I didn’t have the White Light or the Violet Flame? I try not to give into fear, especially since I know that there are Beings that feed off that fear, also the emotion of fear does not come from God. I know now that I have to transmute whatever fear I feel into Love.