Ghostlike Beat

In a farsighted room, on a normal night of mourning, the fragrances of three Spirits – of sorrow, burning, and disbelief appeared before me.  And ever since that moment I’ve been laying flowers at your doorstep, hoping you’ll remember the beat.  I see phony groupies lazing round in dark of darks and awful deafness, while I dance, dance, and dance to its serious suggestions.  I’ve been paving our channel with astonishment and sleep.  I’ve been playacting at best, giving the whole World a face of bittersweet neglect, but in the place where wild rabbits build wild nests, I’m secretly hoping you’ll hear my labored roar.  And then, you’ll dance, dance, and dance to the location of my tempered glass coffin.  You’ll smash through the mug, destroying the Gothic breath that seizes expansion.

Wraithlike on the surface, it’s innate to chase after a whacked out rhythm.  It is for me.  That I summon various poets of yore to our old abandoned palace is inborn – it is for me.  I’ve been laying flowers at the castle, at the doorstep, at the passageway.  Should you choose to snub the meridian, I won’t cease to be a conduit for the fluffy pink, but now, how can you remain deaf to the rhythm, to this wild ghostlike beat?  I shall not rest until I build a nest inside your fluffy wing.  I shall do nothing but focus on your offbeat rhythm, on your wild ghostlike beat… and maybe… you’ll hear me.

Eternal Soulmate Groups Part II

“Blue rays trump the sun’s excessive hotness.
L
egends and boring waves have their days.
I
‘ll always praise the sun’s excessive hotness.
Perception’s up in flames at the People Parade.”
– Amina Caprice Andolini  

After a series of dreams and incidents, I knew that the thing we call death is only a facade; an illusion.  It took me a very long time to deal with my issues, to basically deprogram myself.  The mind control, the brainwashing, I’ve been deceived by this Veil of Illusion my whole life!  After I got rid of much of the mind clutter, I was able to see and hear more things; to think clearer, to arrange the pieces of my puzzle.

Most of the Spirits I communicated with came through with an air of Unconditional Friendship.  They were “In the Pastel” meaning that I could see and/or feel colors.  Some came through with the ‘I’m trying to help you’ vibe, one of Unconditional Friendship, Unconditional Love, Trust, Loyalty, Honesty, and all that jazz.  The vibration was extremely High.  They always talked about or alluded to something (or someone) Higher, such as God or the Source, different kinds of Angels, the man we’ve come to know as Jesus Christ, so on.

I communicated with all kinds of High to low vibrational Spirits and ghosts; however, the main three ones are the Twin Flame/Eternal Soulmate, Soul Group/Soul Family, and the Twin Counterpart/Divine Counterpart.

Twin Flame/Eternal Soulmate – I heard his voice in 2009, six months after my mother passed away.  He introduced himself to me in a nice way, I guess to make sure I truly understood who he was.  He didn’t want me to send him away (due to fear or confusion).  He came in as an Unconditional Friend, someone I’ve known my whole life; a best friend, Guide, soulmate, and then he hit me with the Twin Flame business.  I could handle all the less intense stuff, but when the Twin Flame stuff came into play, I thought I was losing my mind.  All of the websites he directed me to helped with this – he started off with the kitten and bubble gum sites and then moved on to the big ole technical ones.

He helped me navigate through all of my grief and brought about what I call “The People Parade.”  The People Parade 🎊 is the special time (2009-2010) when the questions I asked God, the Creator of All, back in 2007 (after I found out of my mother’s cancer) and 2008 (after my mother passed away) were answered.  During that time, he introduced me to several members of my Soul Group/Soul Family.

Soul Group/Soul Family – My mother!  She’s the one who kick started this whole thing.  The members of my Soul Group/Soul Family that I spent the most time with are members of my biological family (mostly my mother’s side) that have passed on.  There were kids and other family members that I did not get the chance to meet on Earth.  There were friends that I did not have the opportunity to meet on Earth; some friends that I did interact with on Earth.  Many Angels and animals came around, some to do a certain job then leave, others, like Archangel Azrael, came around to help unlock a repressed memory.  Many of the members of my Soul Group/Soul Family were writers, poets, or musicians when they walked Earth.

 

Twin Counterpart/Divine Counterpart – There is much more to research about this one.  I do know that there are many titles, such as: the Catalyst and Near Twin, or the darker Shadow Twin, Alien Love Bite, and False Twin but for now, I’ve chosen to go with Twin Counterpart/Divine Counterpart because he mirrors the Twin Flame in a way (a Near Twin) and it feels as if he was contracted to help me.  With the other groups, I interacted with their Spirits on the Other Side; however with the Twin Counterpart/Divine Counterpart, although he is still alive on Earth, I felt his Higher Self protecting me, helping me with grief along with some of the others.  That was one of the weirdest things I’d ever heard of (besides meeting a “dead” Twin Flame) – to interact with a person’s Higher Self while they are still alive 😵😯😮.  This dude has no conscious knowledge about this; he has no idea I even exist!  I have not met him as of yet.  Whether or not I will is I believe up to our Free Will and ego.  I have already received the answer, that we were/are really good friends.  He is the Near Twin; however, I met his Higher Self after I met my Twin Flame.  Hmmm…

Before all of this stuff popped off, I was on the fence about past lives, reincarnation, the whole creepy jazz band.  I had no idea why nostalgia and deja vu existed, didn’t want to know if I had any OBEs or not (and I have had many).  After my mother’s passing, I have learned to question everything!  And BELIEVE