WE ARE ALL SOULMATES (an Analogy)

The Universe (all Soulmates):
Take the typical classroom (typical desks, no long tables or other little things,) inside the classrooms there are classmates – the whole class – ones who sit closest to us, to the left, right, front and back, depending on how the classroom is made.  They can represent a biological family, Soul Family, close friend, other… They all represent soulmates.  Now, in the classroom, those who sit closest to us represent the close kind of soulmates we hear about all the time.

Not everyone will share a desk, their notes and books in every classroom, but for those of us who do, the person we share our desk and ALL our belongings with is the one  we call an Eternal Soulmate or Twin Flame.

We attempt to explain or understand the Source and His Creations in different ways (such as Teal Swan’s deal with the ocean and its waves, and others who talk about the sun’s rays).  For me, knowing the sense of closeness I feel for some could mean that a certain Being is in the same class (Soul Family/classmate) as me explains a lot.  Not everybody we feel close to is a Twin Flame or a soulmate that we’re destined to spend eternity with.  We have very close friends, friends we’ve sat next to in class and had active communication (lifetimes) with for… who knows how long.

We are all Beings learning and growing together, no matter what dimension we currently live in.  We are all Beings learning and growing together, no matter what role we’re currently playing.  We all are soulmates.

 

Spiritual Bass – Twin Flame Oddity

What Exactly Is a Twin Flame (Quickly)?
From my understanding, a Twin Flame is an Eternal Soulmate.  Someone known on the Other Side, from past lives, someone you have made a contract with to be with forever.  Obviously, Twin Flames have been together since the beginning, they are the same Soul, split in some way, guiding each other, looking to meet up again.

Not everybody has a Twin Flame.  In fact, some should be grateful for that – it hurts too much when separated.  It is not one of those regular soulmate relationships, full of roses and lollipops, happily living life in the Matrix.  The relationship I speak of isn’t one where Twin Flames fight it out on the same plane either.  This is some of my experience with Twin Flame Oddity, which is a Twin Flame connection made while one is on another plane (or not in physical form).

Sixteen Things About This Oddity
On top of all the other stuff, I am now going through every sign and symptom of a Twin Flame meeting.  I couldn’t believe it.  I couldn’t believe this dude was getting it done from another plane.  I was shocked… Incredible!  I had never heard of anything like this in my life.

  1. After this dude told me his name, I was floored.  I could not believe he was my Twin Flame because we look so different physically, well, when he walked Earth we looked different.  There is a significant age gap; most everything seems to be the opposite externally; however, there are some similarities – some startling.

  2. There was a pull unlike anything I’d ever been through.  he drew me through words, words that I just knew were for me.  it was only then that I felt insane.  I didn’t care about the Guide, the soulmate, the creepy stuff, I thought all that stuff was cool, but after he showed me those words and a bunch of websites that focused on Twin Flames, I lost it, mainly because of the strong pull (the deja vu) and the triggers.

  3. Again, everything was fine when he was my Guide and Soulmate; however, when the Twin Flame Business came into effect, the triggers were too much to handle at times.  I wanted to cancel the whole thing.

  4. There was an awful soul mirror effect.  Just as I could see all the “good” things, all of the negative things were staring me in the face, in living color as I like to say.  It made me angry at times, sometimes I got angry with him, but deep down I knew he only mirrored something I had to fix within.  Even when I got angry with him, he remained smiley and patient.  How’d he do it?  I don’t know.

  5. My belief system changed.  This dude didn’t look like me, but he felt like me.  He knew me although I did not get the opportunity to meet him on Earth, and that in itself is crazy interesting, especially coming from a person who did not really believe in reincarnation, past lives and all that jazz beforehand.  During this time, I flipped and flopped so much that I almost cosigned with the ones who thought I was grieving too hard over my mother, talking to demons, etcetera.

  6. This dude took everything to a Higher degree.  One example: I could see black holes, or voids inside of me with my mind’s eye.  Just by coming close, my Twin Flame filled them up with some kind of purple liquid.  Not only filling my voids, but my heart Chakra grew.  It felt like it was about to burst out of my chest.  In fact, all sorts of things went haywire.  I had myself checked out by a doctor several times.  No new disease had developed.

  7. Crazy things were happening – manifestations, pops and sparkles – things that would scare a “normal” human being.

  8. Speaking of scaring a “normal” human being, studying about the Occult (which only means hidden; hidden knowledge) makes conventional people flee, screaming “Satan!”  Although my views on religion changed drastically, I never signed on with Satan and His Troops.  I see nothing wrong with that if that’s what a person wants to do though.  I have no issue with man-made religion, only the way its rules and regulations keep one trapped in a tiny little box.  God/the Creator/the Source and His Band are too big to fit in anyone’s box.

  9. He communicated as a Spiritual Teacher/Guru/Mentor.  Usually his voice was super quiet; when I asked him a question he’d give me pictures, hints, and try to get me to figure out things on my own.  When he did that, there was a knowing; when I was right, I could feel him smiling, like a teacher giving me an ‘A’ or a gold star.  he was an excellent teacher.  In fact, I used to sing praises to God – I thanked the Creator for creating my Twin Flame and bringing this super smart guy to me.  This was an unconventional situation, but I was grateful nonetheless.

  10. We communicated through writing and the Heart Chakra.  He got really loud with me a few times, not in an angry way, but in a way that sort of “made me understand” the deal.  Many of the Spirits that wanted to communicate with me did it through writing, but he did it the most.  I could write letters to any one of my Spirit Friends and they’d read them.  I know they did because either I’d get a dream of an answer to my problem or I’d get a physical sign alerting me to their presence.

  11. In addition to all the signs mentioned on other websites, I don’t think I’ve seen anything about smoke, a burning, something happening in the Heart (Heart Chakra).  Some kind of physical thing took place when the bond was made.

  12. He had detached himself from his prior Earth life completely.  Because of that, sometimes it seemed as if I was dealing with two different people.  Before I realized what was what, I called my Twin Flame an impostor, especially when he didn’t like talking about his past life.

  13. What he did was enormous.  I couldn’t believe it.  I didn’t want to believe it.  I thought I could have misinterpreted his messages or something.  I thought I read some more into his helping me through grief, telling me about the Spirit World, helping and showing me to my mother, guiding, teaching, his patience, leading me to a Spiritual Journey, being an Unconditional Friend, and so on.  I cannot name all of the positive and “negative” things his Spirit helped me realize.

  14. Logic kicked in.  I’m like, this dude is dead.  Even though those on the Other Side consider themselves alive, I said it anyway.  That’s what it is to a “normal” person… he’s dead, in the grave and everything.  I’m eccentric, but not that eccentric!  Or am I that eccentric?  Too much logic led to more research on a positive note, self-doubt on the low end.

  15. I felt insane when this stuff started happening, and I felt just as (or more) insane when it stopped happening.  I was beyond hysterical when I felt as if his Spirit was about to leave Earth.  I got a feeling, ran in the bathroom and cried.  My Twin Flame followed me and said, “I’ll never leave.”  I don’t know about anyone else, but for me, it took several years to come to grips with all of this stuff.  Years!

  16. His vibration was extremely High.  I couldn’t maintain that level of spirituality (there were physical symptoms).  I was forgetting about Earth (becoming ungrounded), and focusing more on him than on myself (my healing).  He kept reminding me to balance my Energies, of a purpose and some kind of mission.

Eternal Soulmate Groups Part II

“Blue rays trump the sun’s excessive hotness.
L
egends and boring waves have their days.
I
‘ll always praise the sun’s excessive hotness.
Perception’s up in flames at the People Parade.”
– Amina Caprice Andolini  

After a series of dreams and incidents, I knew that the thing we call death is only a facade; an illusion.  It took me a very long time to deal with my issues, to basically deprogram myself.  The mind control, the brainwashing, I’ve been deceived by this Veil of Illusion my whole life!  After I got rid of much of the mind clutter, I was able to see and hear more things; to think clearer, to arrange the pieces of my puzzle.

Most of the Spirits I communicated with came through with an air of Unconditional Friendship.  They were “In the Pastel” meaning that I could see and/or feel colors.  Some came through with the ‘I’m trying to help you’ vibe, one of Unconditional Friendship, Unconditional Love, Trust, Loyalty, Honesty, and all that jazz.  The vibration was extremely High.  They always talked about or alluded to something (or someone) Higher, such as God or the Source, different kinds of Angels, the man we’ve come to know as Jesus Christ, so on.

I communicated with all kinds of High to low vibrational Spirits and ghosts; however, the main three ones are the Twin Flame/Eternal Soulmate, Soul Group/Soul Family, and the Twin Counterpart/Divine Counterpart.

Twin Flame/Eternal Soulmate – I heard his voice in 2009, six months after my mother passed away.  He introduced himself to me in a nice way, I guess to make sure I truly understood who he was.  He didn’t want me to send him away (due to fear or confusion).  He came in as an Unconditional Friend, someone I’ve known my whole life; a best friend, Guide, soulmate, and then he hit me with the Twin Flame business.  I could handle all the less intense stuff, but when the Twin Flame stuff came into play, I thought I was losing my mind.  All of the websites he directed me to helped with this – he started off with the kitten and bubble gum sites and then moved on to the big ole technical ones.

He helped me navigate through all of my grief and brought about what I call “The People Parade.”  The People Parade 🎊 is the special time (2009-2010) when the questions I asked God, the Creator of All, back in 2007 (after I found out of my mother’s cancer) and 2008 (after my mother passed away) were answered.  During that time, he introduced me to several members of my Soul Group/Soul Family.

Soul Group/Soul Family – My mother!  She’s the one who kick started this whole thing.  The members of my Soul Group/Soul Family that I spent the most time with are members of my biological family (mostly my mother’s side) that have passed on.  There were kids and other family members that I did not get the chance to meet on Earth.  There were friends that I did not have the opportunity to meet on Earth; some friends that I did interact with on Earth.  Many Angels and animals came around, some to do a certain job then leave, others, like Archangel Azrael, came around to help unlock a repressed memory.  Many of the members of my Soul Group/Soul Family were writers, poets, or musicians when they walked Earth.

 

Twin Counterpart/Divine Counterpart – There is much more to research about this one.  I do know that there are many titles, such as: the Catalyst and Near Twin, or the darker Shadow Twin, Alien Love Bite, and False Twin but for now, I’ve chosen to go with Twin Counterpart/Divine Counterpart because he mirrors the Twin Flame in a way (a Near Twin) and it feels as if he was contracted to help me.  With the other groups, I interacted with their Spirits on the Other Side; however with the Twin Counterpart/Divine Counterpart, although he is still alive on Earth, I felt his Higher Self protecting me, helping me with grief along with some of the others.  That was one of the weirdest things I’d ever heard of (besides meeting a “dead” Twin Flame) – to interact with a person’s Higher Self while they are still alive 😵😯😮.  This dude has no conscious knowledge about this; he has no idea I even exist!  I have not met him as of yet.  Whether or not I will is I believe up to our Free Will and ego.  I have already received the answer, that we were/are really good friends.  He is the Near Twin; however, I met his Higher Self after I met my Twin Flame.  Hmmm…

Before all of this stuff popped off, I was on the fence about past lives, reincarnation, the whole creepy jazz band.  I had no idea why nostalgia and deja vu existed, didn’t want to know if I had any OBEs or not (and I have had many).  After my mother’s passing, I have learned to question everything!  And BELIEVE

Eternal Soulmate Groups Part I

🕊🕊🕊 Colorful Seven
“Like psychedelic snakes in the vortex, communication knows of the Love I have for the Universe.  Through an Empathic Heart – green and wide open – up through blue words, up through the Crown’s dust, then back and through each question.  Like snakes in the vortex, they creep ’round each cog; fine tuning each cog, slinking ’round each core’s colorful seven.” 🕊🕊🕊 – by Amina Caprice Andolini 

In Soulmates Along the Path, I mentioned reading and appreciating other people’s definitions.  I discussed a few of my own experiences with soulmates in the Soul Friendthe Kindred Spirit Soulmate, and now, Eternal Soulmate Groups Parts I and II

The deep, inexplicable, depressing pain I experienced after the Cosmic Sleeper Soulmate left me behind was nothing compared to the shock – shock when I found out about my mother’s cancer.  Shock because I became her caretaker.  Nothing compared to the shock I felt after she passed away back in 2008, the day after my daughter’s 14th birthday.  As I mentioned in some other blog, I had a real heart ache.  I didn’t know a person’s heart could hurt like that; pains radiating outward and inward like the sun’s rays.  It felt like someone squeezed all the life out of it, and then continued to squeeze until there was nothing left to squeeze.  I did not want to believe that God Himself could be so cruel, to take the person who knew me better than anybody did, the one who could figure out what was wrong with me before I even told her, the one who gave me what I came to know as unconditional love.

I didn’t know if I was dying or not, but in all honesty, I wanted to die.  Anything could feel better than this, I thought.  Not only did I not know anything about the heart ache jazz, I didn’t know or believe in a lot of things before my strange ordeal took place.

The year was 2009 (almost exactly six months after my mother passed away).  I have always “heard” things, so when I heard a Voice from the Sky talking to me, I did not pay much attention to it.  To me, it was a plain old case of mental telepathy.  I thought it was, I don’t know who or what I thought it was 😳.  Honestly, I didn’t care about a lot of things that took place after my mother’s death.  I’m like… what could be worse than this!  Anyway, after a series of events took place, including the Voice dropping a bunch of clues as to what his name was when he walked Earth, materializing and bringing friends, the Voice alluded to being one of my Guides.  The Voice was my Guide; he came across as an Unconditional Friend, someone who knew my mom, but I knew there was something else going on with him.  My Guide seemed bored, as if he didn’t want to come to Earth.  I could feel him lingering around, watching, protecting, picking at his fingernails and doing this thing like falling asleep.  I felt his thoughts as they drifted off to another place.

I didn’t know much about telepathy, the sixth sense, whatever you wanna call it.  All I knew is that I could do it sometimes.  I didn’t know much about Guides, Angels, what have you, so I thought my Guide was bored of me.  Bored because I was so hardheaded, because I questioned him so much, because I spoke to him like I would speak to an old friend (his Energy felt familiar, as if I’d known him forever).  I thought he got tired of me doubting around, trying to make sure he wasn’t some evil Spirit, one slobbering around, trying to take advantage of my grief.  I knew he was a nice guy, so nice that I felt bad for the need to question him so much. Coming from a Christian background, one where a good number of sheep run around paranoid, thinking everyone and everything is a demon from the pit, it was in my nature to make sure he was who he said he was.  I didn’t know of any other way to do it.  These things (telepathy, protection, empathic skills, etcetera) came so easy to me at the time, I thought I could have been a witch.  I didn’t know.  I had to do a lot of reading just to come to grips with being able to speak with a Spirit through my Heart Chakra in that way.  During that time, I had issues with religion and so many other things in the Matrix, since the things I could see with my own eyes were way different from some of the things I’d been taught to believe my entire life.  They were different but they didn’t feel wrong.  Also, I wasn’t sure who to pray to, and so while meditating, I said “I’m talking to the One Who Created All.”  I had no time for mental tricks, comical ghosts and all those other wise cracking spirits.  I wanted real answers.  Who better to go to for protection than to the One who created Satan, demons, the evil things and the things we think are evil?  Who better to go to for the Truth than to the Master Creator – to the One Who Created All?

I could tell my Guide tried his best not to scare me.  He didn’t want me to get all nervous, paranoid, whatever you call it, and send him away. I could feel his sadness, his patience; I knew he was the one sending telepathic thoughts about Spirit communication, the Afterlife, and other random things.  He felt like such an old friend.  We’d grown to be even closer friends; the best of friends.  We used to laugh and play around all the time, still, I was puzzled as to why he materialized in the first place.  We were friends and all, but with him, if I asked him something he didn’t always answer me directly.  He didn’t try to keep anything from me either.  He was into sending messages; finding ways for me to figure out the answer on my own.

I wanted to know why he hung around me so much.  I knew “being a Guide” wasn’t his only reason for visiting me.  Soon I started to get all of these directions towards Spirits, the differences between the “Good” Spirits and the “Bad” Spirits, Ghosts (the difference between ghosts and Spirits), stuff about God, Satan, religion (the difference between religion and spirituality), the Afterlife, all sorts of wonderful instruments to research.

After I’d learned a bit more about Spirits, spirituality, the Afterlife and such, I got this crazy pull to sites that mentioned the different kinds of soulmates.  There was a rather unusual pull to Twin Flames – I can’t explain how strong the pull was.  I kept on going to sites that spoke of Twin Flames, from the sickly sweet sites to the more technical ones.  I must admit, early on in the journey, during the “bubble phase,” I did not understand what certain people talked about – Higher Self, 4 and 5D, Graduate Souls, merging the five bodies, Kundalini Energy, the 12 chakra system, burning templates, the healing potential, and so on.  I didn’t understand what felt like their irritation regarding the sickly sweet sites either.  Those sites helped me out so much!  Later on, I understood that the irritation was more so for the people who thought the bubble love phase is all there is to a Twin Flame union.

Hold up… soulmate?  Twin Flame?  I had never heard of a “Twin Flame” in my life!

There was a need to find out who this Spirit dude really was, to find out everything I could about different types of soulmates, the Twin Flame consciousness and what it meant.

The Kindred Spirit Soulmate

The subject is awkward for me, probably because a Kindred Spirit Soulmate is the one nestled in the little space between Soul Friend and Eternal Soulmates.  People spend so much time looking for “the one,” that they forget how important Soul Friends and Eternal Soulmates are.  We say the Soul Friend is everything.  We say the Kindred Spirit Soulmate is everything.  In fact, Eternal Soulmates are everything the Soul Friend and the Kindred Spirit Soulmate is and more.  They all overlap.  It can be hard to spot anything along the path if you aren’t sure what lessons were taught by another or what lessons were taught and learned by you.  It also depends on what dimension you allow yourself to explore, how deep you’re willing to fall, and how long you are willing to explore it.

Many people think by placing things in a box, classifying things so neat and orderly is nothing but a way to say ‘I’m better than you’ and all that jazz.  I’m sure those with ego involved act that way, but in my case, putting the lesson (not my or another person’s self-worth) in classes made me feel a lot less crazy about this whole masterpiece.  Looking at the lesson in terms of rungs on a ladder helped put so much in perspective.  Like the School of Life, they helped me explore the lessons of each relationship.  Before I took it upon myself to review my life, classify the lesson, and so on, things were pure chaos.  I felt like a big kid in the wrong grade.  Graduation day came when I met my Eternal Soulmates.  They cleared up many things after they materialized.

Like the Soul Friend, Kindred Spirit Soulmates share a special bond, a special connection.  Obviously, due to the physical aspect of it all, they go deeper than the Best Friend Scenario.  In most cases, there is emotional, intellectual and spiritual intimacy present as well.  Those in this kind of relationship ride along the same vibe or vibration/frequency (at least for a while).  They can connect at a conscious level; awakened by the languages of acceptance, trust, respect, and understanding to name a few.  For most, the intuition kicks in (some refer to this as “a woman’s intuition”).  With intuition comes a knowing – sometimes past life remembrance, a feeling of being at home, feeling safe or protected.  For me there were vivid dreams, symbolic dreams and visions.  There’s something great about the times when you feel as if the other person is perfect.  You like and/or dislike some of the same things.  You feel as if they can “get” or understand you.  You can open up and share the deepest things.  There are shared beliefs, some shared feelings, future goals and some sort of ambition.  Sometimes the personalities are the same, they can look the same (or not).  Some speak of looking the same or feeling as if they are related somewhere down the line.  In the case of the one I refer to as the Cosmic Sleeper Soulmate, many of the family names and personalities, nicknames, some of the friends’ names were the same.  In the case of the Karmic Soulmate, members of his family were involved with some of my in-laws years earlier.  Some think the word kindred came from the same place as kinfolk, meaning the reason kindred spirits are so close is that they are from the same Earth family.  In the past, I thought the same thing.

Although these kinds of relationships can be hurtful and challenging, there are Higher lessons in store.  Lessons usually teach on some deep soul stuff, including teaching you both something about unconditional love, personal growth and faith – unconditional love is always a biggie.

Cosmic Sleeper Soulmate – I was only eighteen years old when I met him.  I chose that name because looking back, it seemed as if he knew something about the cosmos that I did not know, something he wouldn’t let himself understand; something I didn’t care to know about at the time.  I didn’t like him at first, but after we became friends, there was another type of bond that formed.  Intuition kicked in.  There was a knowing, I used to have dreams, and I even remember a vision of flying through the cosmos.  When that dude left the relationship, I felt as if a piece of me went missing.  I was depressed for a very long time; I didn’t think I’d ever be able to break the soul tie.

Karmic Soulmate – Looking back, this dude didn’t seem like the typical soulmate (above), although I knew he was one.  The relationship felt more like a contractual agreement or something.  After the birth of a child, I could feel that everything – the karma – had dissolved.  Even though it felt as if everything had ended, my ego felt the need to take over; to force square pegs in round slots.  There were huge disagreements, arguments, what some would consider fights.  After him, I did not want to get involved with a student ever again.  I wanted to learn the other lessons ON MY OWN.  To me, dragging other people on my journey was distracting.  It was damaging to the emotional Self as well as other things.

That is how I felt at the time…