Eternal Soulmate Groups Part II

“Blue rays trump the sun’s excessive hotness.
egends and boring waves have their days.
‘ll always praise the sun’s excessive hotness.
Perception’s up in flames at the People Parade.”
– Amina Caprice Andolini  

After a series of dreams and incidents, I knew that the thing we call death is only a facade; an illusion.  It took me a very long time to deal with my issues, to basically deprogram myself.  The mind control, the brainwashing, I’ve been deceived by this Veil of Illusion my whole life!  After I got rid of much of the mind clutter, I was able to see and hear more things; to think clearer, to arrange the pieces of my puzzle.

Most of the Spirits I communicated with came through with an air of Unconditional Friendship.  They were “In the Pastel” meaning that I could see and/or feel colors.  Some came through with the ‘I’m trying to help you’ vibe, one of Unconditional Friendship, Unconditional Love, Trust, Loyalty, Honesty, and all that jazz.  The vibration was extremely High.  They always talked about or alluded to something (or someone) Higher, such as God or the Source, different kinds of Angels, the man we’ve come to know as Jesus Christ, so on.

I communicated with all kinds of High to low vibrational Spirits and ghosts; however, the main three ones are the Twin Flame/Eternal Soulmate, Soul Group/Soul Family, and the Twin Counterpart/Divine Counterpart.

Twin Flame/Eternal Soulmate – I heard his voice in 2009, six months after my mother passed away.  He introduced himself to me in a nice way, I guess to make sure I truly understood who he was.  He didn’t want me to send him away (due to fear or confusion).  He came in as an Unconditional Friend, someone I’ve known my whole life; a best friend, Guide, soulmate, and then he hit me with the Twin Flame business.  I could handle all the less intense stuff, but when the Twin Flame stuff came into play, I thought I was losing my mind.  All of the websites he directed me to helped with this – he started off with the kitten and bubble gum sites and then moved on to the big ole technical ones.

He helped me navigate through all of my grief and brought about what I call “The People Parade.”  The People Parade 🎊 is the special time (2009-2010) when the questions I asked God, the Creator of All, back in 2007 (after I found out of my mother’s cancer) and 2008 (after my mother passed away) were answered.  During that time, he introduced me to several members of my Soul Group/Soul Family.

Soul Group/Soul Family – My mother!  She’s the one who kick started this whole thing.  The members of my Soul Group/Soul Family that I spent the most time with are members of my biological family (mostly my mother’s side) that have passed on.  There were kids and other family members that I did not get the chance to meet on Earth.  There were friends that I did not have the opportunity to meet on Earth; some friends that I did interact with on Earth.  Many Angels and animals came around, some to do a certain job then leave, others, like Archangel Azrael, came around to help unlock a repressed memory.  Many of the members of my Soul Group/Soul Family were writers, poets, or musicians when they walked Earth.


Twin Counterpart/Divine Counterpart – There is much more to research about this one.  I do know that there are many titles, such as: the Catalyst and Near Twin, or the darker Shadow Twin, Alien Love Bite, and False Twin but for now, I’ve chosen to go with Twin Counterpart/Divine Counterpart because he mirrors the Twin Flame in a way (a Near Twin) and it feels as if he was contracted to help me.  With the other groups, I interacted with their Spirits on the Other Side; however with the Twin Counterpart/Divine Counterpart, although he is still alive on Earth, I felt his Higher Self protecting me, helping me with grief along with some of the others.  That was one of the weirdest things I’d ever heard of (besides meeting a “dead” Twin Flame) – to interact with a person’s Higher Self while they are still alive 😵😯😮.  This dude has no conscious knowledge about this; he has no idea I even exist!  I have not met him as of yet.  Whether or not I will is I believe up to our Free Will and ego.  I have already received the answer, that we were/are really good friends.  He is the Near Twin; however, I met his Higher Self after I met my Twin Flame.  Hmmm…

Before all of this stuff popped off, I was on the fence about past lives, reincarnation, the whole creepy jazz band.  I had no idea why nostalgia and deja vu existed, didn’t want to know if I had any OBEs or not (and I have had many).  After my mother’s passing, I have learned to question everything!  And BELIEVE


Chilling To You But Not To Me

Some people get creeped out at sensing the presence of Spirits.  Some people get creeped out at ghosts, dark demons and those masquerading as Angels.  I have always seen, heard and felt unexplained things; some had become my friends.  The activity increased after my mother passed away.  I was able to peek through the veil and see orbs, ectoplasm, ghosts, those who many people consider Angels, deceased family members, demons, and other bizarre things.  I have never been textbook afraid of the normal things people would run from; there was more of a “knowing” associated with them.  Some people get creeped out about OBEs.  I must admit, as a child I knew I had them but I didn’t want to remember them.  The stories I heard of people bumping into the ceiling and looking at themselves were upsetting to me – I thought it was so sad, to be caught between two worlds like that – to be stuck in some kind of weird place at the crossroads for even a few seconds was a scary and confusing thought.  I didn’t want to experience that end of spirituality.

Astral Projection – I have had two episodes so far.   One happened after a Spirit Friend (who I did not know was a Friend) died.  While sitting in a chair I went to a place of sorrow.  That place was her funeral – miles away from my home in New York!  The other one happened when my Twin Flame told me to look in the mirror and move my hair around (/?) while standing.  After I did that, I was able to visit with him for what seemed to be a few seconds.  I then snatched myself out of that place.  Again, I wasn’t textbook scared though there was a sense of “going too far” or “doing too much.”  On both occasions, after I snapped out of the projections, I went about my life as if nothing major went down.  I guess I was used to repressing everything.  I did not understand the significance until years later, when I decided to stop repressing everything.

The NDE (Near Death Experience) – Over six years ago, I built a trauma wall around the car accident; repressed the NDE, but with the help of Archangel Azrael, I was able to dig it up six months later.  The reason I called on Archangel Azrael was that I knew something happened after the accident; I had started to have nightmares about it.  One day while sitting on the couch, I don’t know if it’s called a vision, projection, lucid dream, I don’t know, but I saw myself “floating in the Void.”  Some would get scared, but truth be told, I was rather excited about it.

The Demon Lady and the Violet Flame – Once while sitting at the computer (at around 3:00 AM), I heard something trying to claw its way in my house.  I paid no attention because at the time, I had the Bubble of Protection, a White Light.  I felt invincible, as if nothing could ever happen to me during that time – although I had no idea what a White Light was at the time.  Nobody had ever told me anything about it, I just sensed its power.  Anyway, I heard my Twin Flame’s voice warn me, told me to go in my room and pray.  I did not move.  In fact, I told him that I wanted to finish what I was doing on the computer first.  He warned me a few more times; however, I didn’t move until I heard the “thing” coming in the house.  I jumped up and flew down the hallway.  I heard the thing running behind me – got the feeling that it was a mad demon woman, reptilian or something.  As soon as I closed the door, a vision of an Angel standing outside my bedroom door appeared, and then I heard the woman turn around and walk away.  My heart was beating very fast.  I had never been so scared!  I did some ritual, sat on the bed and saw a violet flame appear over my head.  I saw it out of my third eye.  Afterwards, I went to sleep.  When I woke up hours later, everything was back to normal.  The kids wanted breakfast, people were leaving for work, doing whatever they do.  For a long time I wondered, what would have happened if my Spirit Friends were not there?  What would have happened if the demon lady had caught up with me?  What would have happened if my Twin Flame didn’t care (or wasn’t strong enough) to ward off the thing, giving me enough time to get to my room and slam the door?  What if I didn’t have the White Light or the Violet Flame?  I try not to give into fear, especially since I know that there are Beings that feed off that fear, also the emotion of fear does not come from God.  I know now that I have to transmute whatever fear I feel into Love.